Regretful day gives me lessons

2019. 9. 10. Tuesday. Sunny.

What a disappointing day. The day was good. Weather was good. Nothing happened. I made the disappointing day. I woke up as usual. I came to the library as usual. I started to study society. I began to solve questions in the tiny thin society workbook. I thought it could be a casual start of studying without any pressure. I’d liked to finish one big chapter before noon. It is tiny book so it shouldn’t have taken long time. I began. My pose was uncomfortable. My head was too heavy. I put my left arm under my jaw to support my head. My left eye began to flutter 2 days ago. I think I solved dozens of questions. It took longer time than I thought. I think I began to be sleepy so it makes the speed slow down. Soon enough I was extremely sleepy. Also my left arm was uncomfortable, so was my right shoulder. I lay face down on the desk. I took a nap for, I guess, 40 minutes. When I woke up, I didn’t feel good. I thought I should move my body so that I can stretch my body and be awake. Since it was late lunch time, I decided to go to have lunch. Going out for walk, having lunch would have refreshed me. It wasn’t that bad till that. I was just a little slow in study today.
I went to a school cafeteria where I usually go. It is the nearest and it is not that bad. I saw the menu today. Fried chicken was on the menu. Woo, fried chicken!! I bought the ticket and went in. What the hell! Today menu was the worst. The menu was like kimchi, another kimchi, ddukbboki, and one shit supposed to be fried chicken.
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It was just fried flour. No meat, no even vegetables. Oh, what the funny thing is this. When I finished my lunch and walked out of there, I saw the staffs were having lunch together. And they were not eating the crap. I bet they knew they made crap. Instead of the crap, they had different menu. It was full of meat, highly possibly the chicken that should have gone into the fried flour, cooked differently. I got all explained that why fried chicken had to be fried flour. Next time, I should take a photo.
After lunch, I went right back to the library. That’s the moment things got worse. I couldn’t resist sleepiness. I walked around little, drank water, went to toilet but I couldn’t stop it. Something’s wrong with my body. I think my body accept food as sleeping pills, at least sleep sign. I slept and woke up repeatedly. Of course I couldn’t study. I read one or two lines, then I dozed off. I couldn’t make any progress. After all I finished the one chapter of tiny thin book. That’s all I did for today so far. I will study till late more at home.
I think I shouldn’t have eaten lunch. I shouldn’t eat meal during study. That’s the today lesson. Oh, and I shouldn’t fold my back. It makes everything worse. I used to good at studying and ruining my body. Thanks to that I’ve been suffered from severe chronic muscles aches.
Ahh youth!! I need to try that again.